a lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?

• Let me be the only quiet party in the silent world of my own
• Let me be the only fugly party in the hideous world of my own
• Let me be the empty party in the vacuous world of my own
• Let me be the only misguided party in the fallacious world of my own
• I want more when I only have little
• I want bigger when I only have smaller
• I want longer when I only have shorter
• I am afraid of all your vows and promises
• I am afraid that life is cruel sometimes
• Thank God you are sweet, but why you are bitter?
• If life is so short, why am I neglecting the beauty of this life?
• I want to appreciate more
• I want to cherish more
• That is what I have to do this time
• Is someone there willing to share the bittersweet world of our own?
• Is there any?
• I am asking myself eventually
• And let the pouring rain and the chirp of birds telling me
• And telling you
• What is better, a lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?